The journey so far…….and the power of seventeen

Okay! after all the fictitious, imaginary, contradictory, real but camouflaged (my allegiance to "chayawad" ) writing ……here’s one straight from the heart. A balance sheet of the journey so far.And indeed an audit is needed today . But as you know any number of entries you make, the balance sheet always has to tally at the end…... of the page in this case ..... And yeah it does!!! And i'm grateful for it .

All positives and negatives cancel out, all reds and greens nullify each other and all blacks and white merge to leave the page at a balance. Imagine what a mess it would have been , if it were all positive , all green or all white .

But where does that leave me?

I would like to think, I’m on a page which has got grayed by merging of black n white, but still is blank, inviting to write more , inviting to turn pages , inviting to fill the book .....

I would like to think, I have woken up at mid-day, the morning has gone, the afternoon sun scorching , but the beautiful evening beckons me , and the elusive night a soothing event in distance ……

I would like to think I have the power of seventeen …….….. the power to make mistakes, the power to accept black , the power to be grey , the power to be …..

Hope next year I can give life a much more complex balance sheet than before ….extremely difficult to tally , full of errors , full of life ………

Next Audit , Same day Same time , next year !!!! adieu.